I feel low. Like something is bubbling underneath the surface and I need to let go. I can’t release this frustration though; it won’t leave.
I have been exercising a lot and that helps but my body is too tired today! I am irritable and need everything my way. My room is a mess and I know if I clean it I’ll feel somewhat better but I just can’t do it! I just want to lie here.
I think it’s just been so long since I’ve emotionally connected with someone. I have my best friend but we haven’t had a proper catch up in months. I don’t care if I’m not sexually connected with a woman but I find it difficult not having someone emotionally. My exes always connected with me but I’ve never had that complete trust with them. Maybe WordPress can be my emotional mate!! Haha!
Ps I love Sam Smith, he has awesome music. Him and Ed Sheeran, and Christina Perri ‘get’ my emotional state! So good.
I love when I find songs that really affect me. Only some songs can do it. It makes me really feel strong emotion again, that left me ever since I started on anti depressants. It’s an amazing feeling.
One of my favourite lyrics: And I don’t get waves of missing you anymore, they’re more like, tsunami tides in my eyes