Sometimes I wonder why I’m even in a relationship! I am a bad girlfriend. I’m a bad friend! I always put myself and my happiness first and I don’t feel bad about it. How I’m even in a relationship, I don’t know!! I love having alone time, I love being able to abandon my phone all weekend and ignore the world. But apparently I can’t do that with a gf! Oh well. My heart is cold and my brain doesn’t care. I always seem to do what I want.