I need my routine to keep me sane! Without it I panic, my anxiety takes over and bangs against my head. I am pedantic. I might be boring to you but I keep a routine to keep level headed. I hate being anxious and twitchy. But this is me. Don’t like my routine then you don’t have to like me. I have to do everything possible to make myself function and manage what other people stride through. And I don’t care.