I love lying in the dark. I can hear better. I can think clearly and breathe easy. I feel safe and contained in these four walls.

I like to imagine another life for myself – just for fun really. If I had a different name, would I be a different person? I imagine who I’m with, where I work, the house I live in and the country I’ve chosen too. Imagination is the only place free from judgement. It doesn’t have to be logical. I can have what I want!! It’s my own place that no one else can ruin.

If I wasn’t depressed, where would I be now? Who would I be with and where would I work? It’s amazing how one life event, no matter how small, can affect you for so long and influence your choices and the people you meet. In my head, I get to imagine this. I am the ruler of my fate! It’s nice to have full control of something.

It’s quite a change from daytime. I drift off into imagination but I’m not in control. Someone else takes over and I’m merely a pawn. I shake my head to return to reality and can’t quite believe how powerful the mind can be.


One thought on “Imagine

  1. article is quite interesting and hopefully true happiness rays began to warm the hearts of us all, when we can share it with sincerity. Greetings from Gede Prama 🙂

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