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Independent

Why are people so afraid of being alone?

Is it really a life achievement to marry and procreate?

I reckon the majority of people just settle anyway, cos they’re scared of feeling lonely and what everyone will think of them if they never settle down. But that’s what it is – settling.

Are these people truly happy? I don’t think so.

Being alone isn’t scary to me. I can be happy living my life without having to ask someone elses permission to do anything, or giving them your life. It is your life for a reason; You live it and no matter how close you are to someone, they’ll never feel how you feel, or see how you see.

Being alone does not mean feeling lonely; It means being Independent.

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Frustration

Being a lesbian and having all my immediate friends straight, is not good for the brain! I’m overloaded with petty conversations on guys, and ‘like, where ARE all the good guys? They’re all dickheads! I haven’t texted a boy in ages!!’ or ‘Do you think he likes me? But really, do you think he likes me even though he hasn’t texted in a week and we only ever have sex?’. Oh my head! My friends seem incapable of thinking logically. I miss out on having conversations with lesbians about women and hot celebrities! Instead I have to listen to what car a guy has, or how much money he makes. I really appreciate my friends but sometimes I need a break and I think now might be the right time. I don’t want to talk about men, celebrity gossip, X Factor, fucking One Direction! I just don’t care! I am not shallow.

I’m a tomboy. I don’t obsess over my hair and nails and shopping. I feel like I’m not fitting in and I’m not changing for them. They can judge me on my clothes and appearance but I’ll do whatever I’m comfortable with. I am tired of trying to please everyone. People aren’t as accepting as they make out.

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Christina Perri Magic: JAR OF HEARTS

No I can’t take one more step towards you
Cause all that’s waiting is regret
Don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

Christina Perri

Christina Perri

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time…

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart,
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me.
Who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I’ve learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts,
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

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Don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of heart
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all!

Christina Perri

Christina Perri

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?